Sometimes I feel I have no strength and no power I stand and carry on this life’s straggle I cry for myself with real tears cos there’s no one else to cry for me I’m a sad clown on this masquerade There’s always a grin to whatever I say I’ve got to used to be offended and abused I’ve got to know life is a tragedy show Sometimes the world looks so empty and dark So lonely like just abandoned to fuck Where is the shelter for the human soul It seems nowhere just inside of you own Life goes away leaving tones of pain that’s better to forget in yesterday Could life be a life without love and gladness Such an existence ends in madness Sometimes like now I feel I’m ready to die I’m tired of this battle of staying alive There’s no end and there’s no rest It’s an internal race for happiness I’ve doubt God I’ve lost my believe The crucifix is no longer with me I’m finding myself running out of hope There’s no real Batman to rescue the world Sometimes desperation drives my mind Thoughts of dead illusion suck me inside Recollections of my past are running through my head But I’m no longer sensitive to what I had It’s all over now I’m changing my role I’ve named myself as Angel Sadko Who’s the will to live is the passion for life Getting stronger is the way to survive