I wanted to believe in love and its power I didn’t want to hear goodbyes or farewell In the desert of life I hallucinated to find someone But in the ocean of dreams I simply drowned It hurts like nothing could hurt It beat like electrical leads It sounds like a cry in the desert Where I’m going forever to dance with lizards Philosophical things are not always working Tears of ages are hardly spoken For internal entertainment I’ve got illusions To suck my mind till my mind is useless There’s a common feeling of being alone In every fucking moment of your own When there’s no reply for your feelings May be living alone has no meanings? I’ve never known that I’m so lonely Not only a heart but a soul could be broken I lived as feelings are the prove of existence I just wanted to live and to know somebody needs me I’m frighten of living without being loved Frighten of saying there’s no one to trust Common feeling of being alone Whatever I do whenever I go It’s just a painful feel And sometimes I can hardly deal To deal with that suicidal games That loneliness daily asks me to play